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Photo Post Wed, May. 30, 2012 84 notes

prettynotthin:

But she’s so pretty…

prettynotthin:

But she’s so pretty…

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Why I love insomnia

I want to merry insomnia, it’s always there for me when I’m depressed, never leaves me alone and gives me wonderful headaches. <3  






Photo Post Sun, May. 27, 2012 23 notes

This would be the best scene in Girl, interrupted

This would be the best scene in Girl, interrupted





My theory is that marshmallows are the best therapy instead of ADs and animals instead of psychotherapy. Animals sometimes are involved as a part of therapy. 

My theory is that marshmallows are the best therapy instead of ADs and animals instead of psychotherapy. Animals sometimes are involved as a part of therapy. 




Photo Post Sun, May. 27, 2012 19 notes

~ by Emilie Autumn.

~ by Emilie Autumn.




Photo Post Sun, May. 27, 2012 12 notes

Little sweety-pie &lt;3 kitties make me happy :3

Little sweety-pie <3 kitties make me happy :3




My memory is completely erased

This suck. This totally sucks! Last night I dreamed my ex boyfriend (our brake up triggered my illness) and I spent whole day trying to remember things we did when we were together and how was he like and everything. We were together 7 and a half moths and all I remember is how we started everything and how it fell apart. I’m looking at the pictures and nothing is coming. I was even thinking about how to get in touch with him again just to talk about what happened… I feel emptiness. I hate it. 






Text Post Sun, May. 27, 2012 1 note

Mental illness survey

Depression

[X] You are always, or normally, feel sad.

[  ] You always, or normally, are crying.

[ ] You find no hope in your future.

[X] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.

[X] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.

[X] You are anti-social.

[X] You have low self esteem.

[ ] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.

[  ] Hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 5/9

ADHD

[  ] You are hyper most of the time.

[  ] You barely pay attention to anything.

[X] You cannot cooperate with people well.

[X] You seem to never sit still.

[  ] You talk all the time.

[  ] You need attention 24/7.

[  ] You aren’t very shy.

Total: 0/7

Bipolar disorder

[X] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.

[X] You are very irritable.

[X] You barely get any or no sleep.

[X] You have very high self esteem at times.

[X] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.

[X] You have thought of/attempted suicide

[X] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.

Total: 7/7

Schizophrenia/Anxiety

[ ] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can’t escape.

[X] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.

[X] You think people are always staring or talking about you.

[X] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.

[X] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same

[] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.

[X] You are very shy.

[X] You often talk to yourself.

Total: 6/8

Bulimia nervosa

[  ] You’ve thrown up all your food at one time

[  ] You throw it up even when you don’t feel sick.

[X] You have little control over how you eat.

[  ] You use or have used laxatives.

[X] You eat fast.

[  ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.

[X] You always say you are fat.

[  ] People think you are way too skinny.

Total: 3/8

Conduct disorder

[  ] You are a bully.

[X] You threaten other people.

[  ] You often find yourself in fights.

[X] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.

[  ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.

[  ] You destroy property on purpose

[  ] You always lie.

[  ] You’ve stayed out all night.

[  ] You have/attempted to run away from home.

Total: 2/9

Obsessive compulsive disorder

[X] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.

[X] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.

[X] You have to keep things in a certain order.

[X] You have harmed yourself.

[X] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.

[  ] You have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 5/6

Anorexia

[  ] You have starved yourself.

[X] You have low self esteem.

[  ] You hate your body.

[  ] You use or have used laxatives.

[X] You need to be skinnier.

[X] People always say you’re skinny, but you think fat.

[  ] People think you are way too skinny.

[  ] You skip at least one meal a day.

[  ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.

Total: 3/9






Text Post Sat, May. 26, 2012 2 notes

What I really don’t like on blogs about depression

Ok, I’m going to be straight and I really don’t want to offend anybody, but… I HATE when people CONSTANTLY talk about how unhappy they are and how they want to kill themselves- OK then! Go and kill yourself if you want it! I personally have been through rough times when I was really suicidal, but I wasn’t saying “I wanna die” to everyone, I did it, I attempted suicide two times…and failed. I still believe I would succeed in that attempt if I wanted it for real. But no one knew anything about it ‘till two months ago, and I attempted it 7 or 8 months ago (I’m saying this so you don’t think I was doing it to have attention). Goddammit guys, be strong, you really CAN do it. I know people who had sever depression for years and after those years, somehow, they got on their legs. Just deal with it and don’t be a crybaby. Find something that you like, sadness almost always frees creativity. You can write songs, or paint, or sing, or even do gardening. Those things help. And about “life is shit”. It’s not, it’s interesting. The problem is how YOU look on it, but the fact is that life is full of ups and downs and if you don’t deal with it then you’re just going to continue crying about how life sucks. It sounds cliche, but that is a true fact. Try to find beauty in everything, that’s my motto. :)

P.S. I do understand that there are cases when you’re really that fucked up when finding a hobby isn’t helping, but those are severe cases, this post is aimed for people- who can function (almost) normally with depression, but still are depressed and dejected.





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